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Name: Vyctorya
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Springfield
Birthday: 6/8/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: GOD, Music, Art, Marchinng band, Poetry, Theatre, sXe, Fire, Guys in makeup, Peircings, RENT, Bass Guitar, The German language, Pep band, Emo guys/girls, Street punk, Singing, Metal, Dancing, Vanilla, Bassoons, Clarinets, French horns, Trumpets, Band, Mellophones, Sarah Sue, Heather Who, Keeping people guessing, Hearts, Laughing, Rachelle Roo, Cassy Cake, Long bus rides, Green tea, Hot Pink , Dyeing my hair, Rainbows, Black, Tatoos, Scars, Thespian Conferences, Elevators, Pictures, Power tools, Curtain calls, Lights, Hour glasses, Blue, umm pretty much almost everything
Expertise: Beings a retard, Playing by ear, Being one of a few girls in tech (construction) and loving every minute of it , Hurting my self (Not on purpose), Being emo, Being online way too much, Listening to music so loud my mom yells at me, Talking too much, Being too loud, Talking funny, Being tounge tied.
Occupation: Student
Industry: High School
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  bandnerdanddeath
Yahoo:  xrootbeerzx
Member Since:
12/3/2005
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| I feel like I've made the biggest mistake. But I don't quite know why...
Joe and I are officially done, and I was ecstatic. But, today he calls me, (Friend to friend) and tells me that he's getting Married.... To a girl he just met 2 weeks ago. she already has the ring. They're getting married Oct. 12, 2008.(That's freakin next month!) She's 16, but she's emancipated herself. She'll be 17 in like, a week. They're planning on having kids.. IMMEDIATELY! As a friend I told him that this is by NOOOOO means smart. That it takes a long time to get to know someone. He says I'm just jealous. Am I? I don't really know. I mean he made me happier than almost any other boyfriend I've had. and he's made me angrier than any other boyfriend. All I know is that... I don't think that his plan is smart, logical, or has the faintest spark Love in the mix. but I guess, that's not my place to say. Yes, he can be a douche. but at the same time he can also be really sweet. and even though he's hurt me, I don't want him to get hurt. IDK!!!!
I guess I'm just tired of being alone. Even when I was in a relationship it didn't feel like it. I was alone most of the time.. and that sucks. I want a Boyfriend. not a best friend. I had that at one point... then that went out the window.
This post probably sounded so Emo... But such is life.
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| Life has been... well, it's just been.
I went to Band Camp (That was fun) for a day and a half. (Stupid work.)
Came home... the end... Not quite.
Get a call Thursday night... Joe's dead! I don't believe him (his name is Julio). then I get calls and texts from Julio Friday Morning Joe Really shot himself. (I cry hysterically) He finally tells me that he's not dead... but might as well be. He was in a coma with a 23% chance of waking up. (Technically dead to him). Well, he did wake up... and was/is fighting hard... not exactly great. 15% chance of living. Well, he's doing well. He's gonna make it (I'm convinced).
Friday Evening Springfield's First Football Game! We lost (of course). New G.W.O.C. Rule: The band can not play while the ball is in play! GAY!
Saturday: Family Picture = Misery!
Monday: Naomi's 9th Birthday.
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Mamma Mia! The Musical Based on the Songs of ABBA: A Decca Broadway Original Cast Recording (1999 London Cast)
By Benny Andersson, Julian Poole, Jenny Galloway, Nicolas Colicos, Paul Clarkson, Bjorn Ulvaeus, Lisa Stokke, Eliza Lumley, Melissa Gibson, Siobhan McCarthy, Louise Plowright, Jenny Galloway, Bjorn Ulvaeus, Stig Anderson
Lay all you love on me
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Kinda sucks... Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm just tired. So, for those of you who care...
Summer's been ok.
Shayna moved up with Mom and Ray. (Yay)
Kayla and Brandon have there own apartment now.
I haven't seen Joe since June 12th... depending on what day it is that's either good or bad.
I've worked almost everyday. 6 AM-2 PM (or whenever)
I almost have enough money for a Car.
I've written a full song.
Got a new camera (No more floppy disks)
Lots more.. but yeah.
I haven't really hung out with people. Just Family. Mostly because I don't really know how to hang out lol. well. tis all. lol. finding something else to do
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| ... SUCKS!!!!!!
Sorta :/
I have a job at Burger King working 8-5 (Usually). So far this summer I've: Turned 18.
Went Sailing. Went for a couple of LONG Bike Rides. Swam almost everyday. Hung out with Joe practically everyday. Partied with Anna until OMG early in the morning. Had one graduation Party (Which was awesome, thanks guys). Went to my sisters Grad Party. Lost 12 1/2 Pounds Watched Joe leave for Missouri. Made a couple of friends. Lost a couple of friends Realized that I say "Fur" not "For" and "Er" not "Or" Sat down and said "I'm bored". Not too much exciting. lol.
I haven't really hung out with friends... I've tried, but I feel like I'm intruding.. and I don't wanna...but I suppose that's ok.. I'm kinda boring anyway. lol.
I'm supposed to start working with a lady I met at work doing stuff for Project woman.. but she hasn't called me yet. So far.. life's pretty boring... but hey. Thought I'd update for ya'll. :)
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| So,
It's been a long time!
I've got my dress. It looks kinda like a Homecoming dress.. but I actually have my own dress!!!!! I'm excited. I'm dateless... of course... And I'm going along with Belinda and Lee. and Samantha and Zach B. So yeah.. can you say 5th wheel? haha it's ok though. I'll survive.
I don't have much else to say... I had a big blog planned.. then I changed my mind and decided to keep my thoughts to myself!
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